Unmotivated

School is quickly falling downward on my list of priorities. Not good. After 3.5 years of college, I just wanna have fun! (Sorry Cyndi Lauper).

1. i don't want to go to class tomorrow. I just want to watch the inauguration
2. i get to go to Houston for two days, so my week is pretty much over after tomorrow. Can't i just skip tomorrow?

No? Didn't think so. Crap.

Lonely

I feel like the only one who doesn't have someone. An interest if you will. I wish i at least had a hint of a butterfly....

Inundated

Whoa, the second day of school SHOULD not be this hard. But it is. I thought second semester of senior year was supposed to be easy?!

This is terrible, why did I decide to take a class over Don Quijote? My bad.

Overwhelmed

Second semester of senior year is stressful already. Seriously, I already feel behind and it is only the first day of class.

whoa

assorted

Hey now, I never said the word of the day would be a mood, or maybe I did. Either way, I realize that assorted is not a mood....but nevertheless, it describes my day.

I was happy to see people back at school and get organized, dreading starting school tomorrow, stressed about money....what else is new, and STILL trying not to think about that stuffed.

Assorted.

Curious

So today I got a phone call from an uncommon area code and the person just said I had called them which I am almost 100% sure that I had not.

I know someone from that area code and I am thinking that there is NO way this was a coincidence.

This will not help the thoughts that I'm trying to contain.

Defeated

I feel defeated..... 

(refer to previous post). But it wont stick around for long, tomorrow is a new day. 

Pivotal

Today is a pivotal point. 

I caught up with old friends and talked about things that maybe I shouldn't have talked about, things that could stick around my mind and drive me nuts. On the one hand I got some insight, on the other feelings resurfaced, feelings that I need to suppress until they go away. So we will see what happens tomorrow. When I wake up in the morning I will do my best to forget it. Forget it all. 

Forget the former things; 
       do not dwell on the past. - Isaiah 48:13

Content

Today I feel content.

It wasn't an extraordinarily good or bad day, just normal. I feel like I am coming out of my horrible mood spell and looking forward to a lot of things. Overall, I am content with my life. :-)